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7.5.10
21.44 | ▲TOP. when you entered a room alone, you will leave it in the same way; you pay single, you will not get any double, right ? breakups, reparation; it stays. it stays the same. Label: heart-speak, secrets, sick, stories, stress, whatever shout it out loud
22.4.10
09.23 | ▲TOP. freedooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom "if you wanna be free, and the land is drug free put your hands up, put your hands up if you wanna be free, from all your misery put your hands up, put your hands up if you wanna be free, with plenty of money put your hands up, put your hands up if you wanna be free, just praise G O D put your hands up, put your hands up" Akon - Freedom Label: exam, friends, God, holiday, school, stress, weekend worse
16.4.10
08.43 | ▲TOP. Tuhan :( bener2 ga kuat :( banyak banget cobaan hari ini. banyak banget masalah :'((((( Heechul oppa, otokadjyo ? TT^TT Label: angelteukkie, God, heart-speak, heechul, memories, mind, misery, past, sick, stress, troublesome bad dream
11.4.10
05.00 | ▲TOP. p. s : i remember what day is it but now i forgot --. sorry --. 그를 내가 다시 꿈. 주요 요점은 내가 그와 함께 내부에있는 이유입니다. 내가 교통사 고있어. 내가 왜 그 생각을 수도있다 는걸 몰랐어. 하나님은 나에게 매우 실망해야합니다. 그는 신경, 그가 걱정. 그가 내 손을 내가 자고 있는거 들고 있었죠. 하지만 내 마음은 깊은 상처를 이전보다. 갑자기 깨어하고 있지만, 난 울었습니다. 내가 그 사람을보고 거절. 우리가 얘기하지 않았어, 내가 그에게 메시지를 썼습니다 그것은, 밝혔다 '왜 여기있는 거죠. 당신이 나에 대해 더 이상 신경 안써요. 당신은 더이상 날 사랑하지 않아. 당신이 더 이상 필요하지 않습니다. 네 여자로 넘어 가죠. 내 걱정은하지 않습니다. 난 괜찮아입니다. ^^' 내가 노려 그를 한 눈에를 자동으로 울었다. Label: angelteukkie, exam, God, goodbye, heart-speak, heechul, insane, memories, misery, nightmare, past, secrets, stress harlows
04.58 | ▲TOP. helloooowwww, you fine ? :) Label: exam, freak, school, stress, troublesome, whatever sigh
29.3.10
06.39 | ▲TOP. ada satu hari dimana gw bener-bener takut ga bangun lagi. "kemaren malem gw terus mikirin apa gw salah apa gw salah, apa keputusan gw buat emosi itu bener apa salah." gila, gw stres, ga bisa mikir ... Tuhan, gw bimbang. Label: disappointment, exam, friends, God, heart-speak, heechul, insane, school, stress tomorrow
06.33 | ▲TOP. 어제 금요일이에요, 오늘은 토요일입니다. yesterday is friday and today is saturday. (previous post written on friday) 내가 좀 내 국가 시험은 이틀 동안 함께 다시 무서워요 :((((( 난 그녀를 이길 열심히 노력하고 있어요 !! 내 모든 운동 책이 완성되면 내 저녁 여가 시간을 보냈다. 내가 정말 원하는 작품을 내 노력이 희망이 나오지 않을 것이다 TTTTT_________TTTTT 을 강조했다 ... Label: exam, friends, God, heart-speak, school, secrets, stress, troublesome, wish madness
06.05 | ▲TOP. 오, 너무 피곤해 ... 난 그저 내 친구에서 나의 가장 친한 친구의 행동에 대한 소식이 있어요. 그녀는 날 미치게 운전 ==" 나의 라이벌은 또한 그녀의 좋은 친구가 지금입니다!! 모든 사람들이 많이 변했어 ... 난 상관 없어. 내가 제정신이 아닌게입니다. Label: disappointment, exam, friends, heart-speak, heechul, school, stress, troublesome rehearsal
19.3.10
06.52 | ▲TOP. 오늘은 우리가 처음 춤을 리허설입니다 ... 내 친구와 나는 슈퍼 주니어의 노래 춤, 'Sorry Sorry' :D 우리는 매우 피곤하지만, 우리는 포기하지 마세요 = ^ ^ = 우리 모두가 자랑스러워 오파 슈퍼 주니어 알아! xixixi = ^ ^ = 우리는 파티 축하 공연에서 우리가 이별을 우리 학교에있다 ... 우리에게 행운을 빌어, 파이팅하세요! Label: angelteukkie, free, friends, heart-speak, heechul, school, stories, stress, sweets yahut
18.3.10
21.51 | ▲TOP. WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!! Label: exam, happy, heart-speak, school, stress short devotion
06.08 | ▲TOP. (here's a song called "Who am I" sung by Choi Siwon. the lyrics is tremendously beautiful.) Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean Vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours, I am Yours Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love and watch me rise again Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea Would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me I am Yours Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear 'Cause I am Yours I am Yours Label: calm, God, happy, heart-speak, prayer, school, stress hello mr sunshine
17.3.10
23.13 | ▲TOP. 수요일, 7 March 2010 오히려 하늘이 오늘 아침에 어둠입니다 ... 난 엄마 집었입니다. 학교로가는 길을 함께 내가 존경하는 하늘. 오히려, 너무 춥지 않아 우울한이야 ... 또한 아침 바람을 사랑 해요 ... 그리 나쁘진 않아 오늘은 희망입니다. 내가 늙었 ... 목요일, 8 March 2010 늘은 밝습니다. 난 오늘 아침에 젖은 느낌 ... 내가 왜 얼어 느끼는지 모르겠 목욕하는 동안. 하지만 빛이 날 워밍업. 내 머리 변덕쟁이입니다. 바라건대, 따뜻한 우유를 약간 완화. 이건 딸기! 그래서 내가 다시 행복하게 하늘을 볼 수있습니다 ... 하나님 감사합니다 ... 삶의 질을 높일 수가 없었 =^^= Label: exam, God, happy, heart-speak, morning, school, stress this is exam (part 1)
16.3.10
21.38 | ▲TOP.  (kaget liet muka sendiri, kelewat jelek gara2 UAS)  (ini ceritanya ga bernyawa lagi)  (tangan "V" = warning untuk para guru IPS) heechul 오파, 난 시험했다 ... 내일의 일정을 사회 과목입니다. 제가 경제, 사회학, 역사, 지리에 대해 공부합니다 ... 파이팅! Label: exam, heechul, insane, school, stress, whatever backsound
14.3.10
03.51 | ▲TOP. my top five songs i recently listened when i studied: 1. Living in the Heart - Untouchable feat. Narsha 2. It's Okay - Untouchable feat. Hwayobi 3. Perfect Man - ShinHwa 4. Round and Round - U-Kiss 5. Love Like This - SS501 Label: exam, school, songs, stress, whatever crashed.
12.3.10
06.06 | ▲TOP. 양동이에 물을 가득 찬 더러운 옷을 내 iPod에 아무것도 :((( 물이 화면에 입력합니다 TT_________TT 다행히도 내 핑크색 헤드셋을 손상하지 않습니다. 난 울었다. 내 iPod에 가장 소중한 건 내가 가지고있다 TT_________TT 정말 어떻게해야할지 모르겠어요 ... 하기 위해서는 새로운 한 경우 복구되지 않을 수도 살 난 돈을 더 많이 저장해야합니다. 다른 측면에서, 한 슈퍼 주니어의 supershow 티켓을 사기 위해 돈을 모으고있어 ... 애처 롭 군 ... my iPod swims in the bucket full of water and dirty clothes :((( the water enters the screen TT__________TT luckily my pink headset doesn't damaged. i cried. my iPod has been the most precious thing i had TT______________TT really, i do not know what to do ... i must save much more money in order to buy the new one if it could not be repaired. in the other side, i am saving money to buy one Super Junior's supershow ticket ... pathetic ... Label: heart-speak, hobby, hurts, stories, stress, troublesome under-pressure
5.3.10
05.21 | ▲TOP. this week's activities monday i am total numb. seems i can still control my mood. less homeworks, most of them i had done it at school session's. but i have to study plkj for the test tomorrow. it successfully minus my mood. tuesday i am trying to enjoy this day. i got nothing to tell. about my plkj test, ah whatever. i felt like 'at least i wrote something, words, lines, in that blank paper.' forgot the rest wednesday hell begins. i had no energy, foods which usually boost up my mood, but this day i lost my appetite. tomorrow's tryout. today i had economy and english test. give it to God, surrender. thursday this is the worst among the worst days i have ever experienced. full of anger, mock, disappointment, all blends. my math tryout ruined, english good enough. tomorrow's science tryout. too sick. but im going ahead. friday today's quite fun. i gathered my mood and i am neutral today. the weather helps; wind, clouds. thankyou God, at least my grades for the tryouts not too bad. give up for the science, but im pretty sure i can do it. ah dont know. guess this month will be high-pressured. the tests will keep running continuously. beware. == Label: exam, school, sick, stress play the list, life on a line
26.2.10
18.50 | ▲TOP. my 10 top songs on playlist 1. Marry You - Super Junior 2. She's Gone - Super Junior 3. Thank You - Super Junior 4. Hate You Love You - Super Junior 5. It's You (remix) - Super Junior 6. Because of You - After School 7. Please Don't Love (me) - F. T. island 8. Rain - F. T. island 9. Lovesick - F. T island 10. After Love - F. T island guess i am addicted to Korea from now on ! Label: happy, stress, whatever deliberation (real talk)
21.2.10
21.51 | ▲TOP. its total sucks. they are. gimana sih rasanya digituin. eh mereka malah ketawa2. super tai. Label: freak, stress, them, troublesome gratification
12.2.10
05.06 | ▲TOP. how to start. i just want to scream out loud, praying to God, facing up the sky, 'I AM SUPER HAPPY, GOD !'. and if God is a human, i will hug Him sooooooo damn tightly. i couldnt stop flashing-back that moment. padahal baru aja gw pulang dari rumah jeha. baruuuuu aja, tp gw uda ngeflash-back lagi sambil senyum2. bener2 gila, bener2 lega. gw bisa tereak sepuasnya, nyanyi2 kaya orang gila, lompat2 sampe kejedot, jingkrak2, ngapain aja. mood gw yg biasa2 aja, jadi ke boost up sampe 20. jadi, ceritanya, pulang dari skolah, cincin ngajakin gw nonton super show 2 nya super junior di rumah jeha, bareng2 sama monic, jepe, jeha, dea. gw pikir, 'wah enak juga ya. kan ntar hari senen libur, jadi pasti ga bakal ketemu2 sampe hari selasa. itung2 have fun lah, sebelom liburan.' akhirnya, gw mutusin buat ikut. sesampe di rumah jeha, kita main2 dulu. makan, denger lagu suju, maen basket, maen cipluk2 air kolam bernang nya jeha. abis itu, baru deh kita masuk ke 'studio bioskop' nya jeha. disetel-lah itu dvd bajakan super show 2 nya super junior. menit pertama, short interview anggota suju kita pada tereak2 pelan. fans nya hangeng tereak, kyuhyun, ryeowook, sama donghae. 'UWAAA ITU HANGENG AAAAAAAA !', cincin + cynth 'YA AMPUN ITU HANGENG ? CAKEP BANGET AAAA !', jepe 'DONGHAE !! DONGHAE GW !!', jeha 'KYUHYUUUUUUUUUUN !! KYUHYUN GW CAKEP KYAAA !', dea 'LU LIAT TUH ! RYEOWOOK CAKEP KAN ? CAKEPP !!', monic padahal inget loh, itu baru short interview. menit kedua, backstage menit ketiga, rehearsal gw pikir itu uda show nya ! baru rehearsal, gw uda tereak2 histeris, HANGENG HEECHUL KYUHYUN DONGHAE RYEOWOOK ! bayangkan itu baru rehearsal, kita uda serak basah tingkat 1. uda gitu kan kita duduk nya bejejer, gw, jeha, cincin, jepe, monic, dea dikarpet. kursi sofa nya sampe goyang setiap kita tereak. lucu deh, kaya kursi goyang jadinya. menit keempat, the show gimana cara mendeskripsikan keadaan tadi. kita jingkrak2, kita tereak setiap kamera nyenter ke anggota super junior yang paling kita suka. lompatan makin tinggi aja pas ngeliat koreografi mereka yg anjrit, keren abis dan .. seductive. HAHAHA. bayangin, mereka nyanyi sekitar 8-9 lagu, kita tereak2 setiap detik kita ngeliat si 5 anggota suju kedemenan kita. alhasil ? yah jadilah kita terjatoh2 pas lagi jalan, ngos2an dan pulang dengan tenggorokan sakit + suara ilang. malah besok malam sincya, bisa jadi apa kalo mau gong xi gong xi. tapi OVERALL, this is the best 'show' i have ever had. memang sih kita cuma nonton yang bajakan dan ga nonton langsung. tapi kita serasa nonton beneran disana karna tereakan kita. apalagi suasananya enak bgt. kita bisa joget2 bareng di 'studio' kecil nya jeha. pokoknya asik bgtttttttt ! oyaaah, lagu yang paling kita ulang2 ada 5; disco drive, noerago, sorry sorry remix, don't don, sama shining star. mereka, lebih dari gantengnya bule. gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! Label: friends, happy, hobby, holiday, stress beauty in you
7.2.10
05.32 | ▲TOP.  she is handsome / you are beautiful haya, what to type ? i got a loads of idea, and because theyre just too much, i forgot it all ! okay, dont mind, i will type whatever passes my coconut shell. selama seminggu ini, tepatnya seminggu setelah bebas lepas dari tryout pemerintah yang mematikan, gw dipinjemin korean series sama temen gw. kata temen gw pertama sih, yg main ganteng2, trus critanya juga lumayan seru. yoda deh, gw nontonin itu film seri. kesan pertama, wah seru abis. gw demen bgt sama si shin woo. hes soooooo gentle, all-girls-type. walopun mukanya ga ganteng2 amat, tapi tetep aja, sikapnya bener2 bikin kita ngerasa treated right. saking sebelnya sama tae kyung, gw sampe nyumpah ke temen gw, kalo tae kyung itu jelek, ga bakalan pol in lop gw sama tae kyung. nyatanya, karma beneran berlaku. sial, gw jadi tergila2 sama si jang geun seuk sekarang. tae kyung walopun di awal2 film nya ga terlalu keliatan sikap loyal nya dia, tapi pas ditengah2, all those things he done 'stink' my heart. disitu dia nunjukkin, walopun sikap dia dingin, dia bisa ngejaga cewenya, ngelindungin dia, dan sekali dia sayang sama cewe, dia ga akan kabur kemana2. bener2 most-wanted-guys kan ? heres some picture of hwang tae kyung played by jang geun seuk, go mi nam / go mi nyu played by park shin hye, jeremy played by lee hong ki, and kang shin woo played by jung yong hwa.  jeremy  go mi nam / go mi nyu  kang shin woo  l-r : hwang tae kyung, go mi nam, kang shin woo, jeremy  l-r : go mi nam, hwang tae kyung, kang shin woo, jeremy ceritanya sih super simpel. go mi nam itu mau masuk grup musik A.N.Jell. cuma, dia kecelakaan, jadi dirawat di amrik. berhubung A.N.Jell udah janji ke fans2nya kalo bakalan ada personil baru secepetnya, manager A.N.Jell kelimpungan. tapi, kebetulan adeknya go mi nam yg cewe, namanya go mi nyu, jadi akolit di seoul. mau ga mau, go mi nyu harus bantuin kakaknya supaya kakaknya bisa masuk A.N.Jell, nyanyi sambil nyari ibunya. disini go mi nyu harus nyamar jadi go mi nam dan pretending as if she were a boy. sayangnya, pelan2 anggota A.N.Jell ga bisa dibohongin. dan yang lebih gawat lagi, 3 personil A.N.Jell semua cinta sama go mi nyu ! this is a must see ! :D Label: happy, hobby, holiday, stress |
