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17.4.10
05.58 | ▲TOP. this is the worst. Heechul oppa, :(( my uncle passed away right this morning. miserable opening of the day. today's saturday night too. then it's gonna be the worst saturday night i've ever had. i don't have someone on my own. i have no someone special to cheer me up. doomed. hug me oppa :( a letter for You, Father .. He has been my favorite uncle among my uncles .. He understood me well, my feelings, adolescence i am facing. But never knew before, he would meant so much to me .. Promise me, God .. Take care of him there .. Make him happier there .. Forgive and forget all the mistakes he made, cleaned all the sins he done in life; Love him as he's one of Your favorite child .. Let him be an angel, beautiful butterfly for his family .. Every night be with them through the roughest part of reality; carry burdens they couldn't take. This might be a dusty letter which are not appropriate for You, God .. But i'm gratefully thanked You, to let me lean on You, let me cry on Your shoulders .. i hate farewell, for a century i will never love it. there's no other way, goodbye, uncle .. Label: family, God, goodbye, heart-speak, heechul, incidents, insane, sick, stories bad dream
11.4.10
05.00 | ▲TOP. p. s : i remember what day is it but now i forgot --. sorry --. 그를 내가 다시 꿈. 주요 요점은 내가 그와 함께 내부에있는 이유입니다. 내가 교통사 고있어. 내가 왜 그 생각을 수도있다 는걸 몰랐어. 하나님은 나에게 매우 실망해야합니다. 그는 신경, 그가 걱정. 그가 내 손을 내가 자고 있는거 들고 있었죠. 하지만 내 마음은 깊은 상처를 이전보다. 갑자기 깨어하고 있지만, 난 울었습니다. 내가 그 사람을보고 거절. 우리가 얘기하지 않았어, 내가 그에게 메시지를 썼습니다 그것은, 밝혔다 '왜 여기있는 거죠. 당신이 나에 대해 더 이상 신경 안써요. 당신은 더이상 날 사랑하지 않아. 당신이 더 이상 필요하지 않습니다. 네 여자로 넘어 가죠. 내 걱정은하지 않습니다. 난 괜찮아입니다. ^^' 내가 노려 그를 한 눈에를 자동으로 울었다. Label: angelteukkie, exam, God, goodbye, heart-speak, heechul, insane, memories, misery, nightmare, past, secrets, stress sigh
29.3.10
06.39 | ▲TOP. ada satu hari dimana gw bener-bener takut ga bangun lagi. "kemaren malem gw terus mikirin apa gw salah apa gw salah, apa keputusan gw buat emosi itu bener apa salah." gila, gw stres, ga bisa mikir ... Tuhan, gw bimbang. Label: disappointment, exam, friends, God, heart-speak, heechul, insane, school, stress sociology diary
25.3.10
08.56 | ▲TOP. 오. 내가 정말로 그 얼굴은 진절머리가 난다 ... 교사, 팝업 ... 전 과목 나를 미치게하는 뜻 !! @_____@ 끔찍한, 내 미친 지리학과 사회학 선생입니다 ~~ 그녀는 불합리 말하는거야 ... !! =)))) 이것도. 내가 왜 내 친구들은 전부 자신의 이야기를 공유하고 계속 궁금해 ... ... 위선 ... 그들이 무엇을 계획하기 전에하지 않습니다. =____________= 기차는 이미 떠나있다 ... ... 내가 어떻게 갑자기 번개 삼진있어 싫어 ... 우주는 어떻게 그 자체 외로움. 하지만, 무의식적으로, 난 아니에요 ... 친구 감사합니다 ... !!! :) :) :) :) :) 난 당신의 모든 사랑을 ... 하지만 만성적인 불신을 사랑 해요 ... oh. i am sorely sick of those faces ... teachers, ups, i mean subjects are driving me nuts !! @__________@ awful, my insane geography and sociology teacher ~~ she's talking irrationally ... !! =)))) this too. i wonder why my mates keep sharing out their tales of their ex ... ... hypocrisy ... they do not do what they planned before. =__________________= train is leaving already ... ... i hate how i got struck by lightning abruptly ... universe do abhorrent loneliness. but unconsciously, i am not ... thank you, my friends ... !!! :) :) :) :) :) i love you all ... but i do chronically distrust love ... Label: exam, God, heart-speak, insane, school, stories, them, troublesome, whatever this is exam (part 1)
16.3.10
21.38 | ▲TOP.  (kaget liet muka sendiri, kelewat jelek gara2 UAS)  (ini ceritanya ga bernyawa lagi)  (tangan "V" = warning untuk para guru IPS) heechul 오파, 난 시험했다 ... 내일의 일정을 사회 과목입니다. 제가 경제, 사회학, 역사, 지리에 대해 공부합니다 ... 파이팅! Label: exam, heechul, insane, school, stress, whatever GOSH tryouts already
18.1.10
05.24 | ▲TOP. okay, exactly today i started to have the tryouts. this week will be from the school, and next week will be from the government. oh gosh, im a 9th grader now ! how fast it is ? hari ini jadwalnya, mat. gw uda belajar dari buku2 latian soal sejak hari jumat lalu sampe hari minggu kemaren (dengan beberapa sedikit gangguannya). hari minggunya, gw sehari penuh jalan bareng fam ke PIM 2 bareng kakak ipar gw. gw niatnya mau belajar tuh, tp karna pulangnya uda keburu kemaleman, jadi yah mau tak mau harus mau ninggalin buku itu dengan senang hati. *ups* hari ini, yak, hari ini, gw dan teman2 gw cuma dapet waktu 1 jam dan 15 menit buat ngerjain 40 soal matematika laknat yang source nya dari UAN 2005-2006. karna gw nyantai dan sangat amat detil dalam menghitamkan onde2 bernomor itu, otomatis gw ngelewatin nomor2 yg gw ga bisa, supaya gampang juga kaan, nanti terakhir baru gw kerjain. and you know what, time is up. yeah, the time is u p. the time stops ticking when it reaches 8.15. dan kalian tau ? gw satu2nya orang yg masih ngerjain ! astaga. karna uda ga sanggup berpikir, otak uda panas, gw ngasal ngelingkarin. dan gatau bagaimana ini hasilnya. pasrah aja TT________TT malemnya, gw pikat. ye well, nothings special. hingga suatu waktu kertas soal gw jatoh, dan gw berusaha memungutnya. pertama gw pake capitan jempol gw, ga berhasil. gw nunduk buat ngambil, tangan ga sampe. akhirnya gw tereak, 'gw tau gw pendek jangan ngeledek deh lu !' lalu gw bangun dari kursi, coba ngambil, masih ga keambil. eh tiba2, gw uda mau nyungsep, otomatis gw tahan dong sambil ngambil kertas soalnya. tanpa sadar gw latah gw bilang, 'eh mati bego lu pak !' gw langsung speechless. akhirnya gw minta maaf terus sama si bapak. aduh, ngerasa bersalah jadinya. hiks hiks. yah begitulah hari ini, not too bad. gw juga cukup enjoy hari ini, dan mood gw kalem2 aja : ) thanks a lot, Lord. hasil TO nyaa ditunggu yaa TT^TT |
