Hello, aliens. You've just arrived in Saturn.
It's a weird world that we live in. Adjust yourself.


Beware of werewolves. Buzz Lightyear is our hero.

My name is Cynth. Pronounced similar to 'Synth' from 'Synthesis' cause I do wrap dusts imaginations up into a simple small side dish.

You'll find me sitting in a cloud of cotton candy; spend a second to stare. Hey! Above you ! Over HERE!

I am a typical melancholy; full of sorrow yet so happy.

Enjoy reading; feel like soaring. Captain Cynth signing out.

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1. Living in the Heart - Untouchable feat. Narsha

2. It's Okay - Untouchable feat. Hwayobi

3. Perfect Man - ShinHwa

4. Round and Round - U-Kiss

5. Love Like This - SS501

i am total numb. seems i can still control my mood. less homeworks, most of them i had done it at school session's. but i have to study plkj for the test tomorrow. it successfully minus my mood.

i am trying to enjoy this day. i got nothing to tell. about my plkj test, ah whatever. i felt like 'at least i wrote something, words, lines, in that blank paper.' forgot the rest

hell begins. i had no energy, foods which usually boost up my mood, but this day i lost my appetite. tomorrow's tryout. today i had economy and english test. give it to God, surrender.

this is the worst among the worst days i have ever experienced. full of anger, mock, disappointment, all blends. my math tryout ruined, english good enough. tomorrow's science tryout. too sick. but im going ahead.

today's quite fun. i gathered my mood and i am neutral today. the weather helps; wind, clouds. thankyou God, at least my grades for the tryouts not too bad. give up for the science, but im pretty sure i can do it. ah dont know.

guess this month will be high-pressured. the tests will keep running continuously. beware. ==

tomorrow is my last first tryout from school, ended with my favorite 'lovely' subject, english taught by grandpa gideon. why dont they skip this boring lesson ? ah. im not showing off, im just too lazy to think about grammar, close passage, blablah else.

anyway, today runs fast, i admit it. i done my science tryout on the first session, a little too not success LOL. we were given only about 1 and a half hour to do 40 questions from physics, biology and chemistry. guess what ? im just giving it to God's hand. hahaha ! next, after a 20-minute break, i had a math test, and its all about the sequence, sequence. i can do the first and half from the second part, and i got stuck on the third part. aaaaa i dont careeee about the result. like i said before, im just giving it to God's hand. *angel*

but overall, im just, happy. eventhough i am greeted by my mother's shout when i arrived home, im just enjoying this day. my friends really help me a lot, help me to release this kinda pressure. oyaa, today i started my computer assignment with my group. heres our blog url if you wanna visit,

http://wear-it-to-school.blogspot.com

after finishing our first step in blogging, we eat KFC. totally bad for my diet, but its just onceeeeeeeeee. forgive me yaa, God. i promise to decrease my weight till it reaches it 'normal' again. hahaha ! :D

okaaay, im planning to write 2 more posts which keep muttering my mind, but its too late, i mean, i got to go to bed soon LOL. seeyaaa !

hari ini jadwalnya, mat. gw uda belajar dari buku2 latian soal sejak hari jumat lalu sampe hari minggu kemaren (dengan beberapa sedikit gangguannya). hari minggunya, gw sehari penuh jalan bareng fam ke PIM 2 bareng kakak ipar gw. gw niatnya mau belajar tuh, tp karna pulangnya uda keburu kemaleman, jadi yah mau tak mau harus mau ninggalin buku itu dengan senang hati. *ups*

hari ini, yak, hari ini, gw dan teman2 gw cuma dapet waktu 1 jam dan 15 menit buat ngerjain 40 soal matematika laknat yang source nya dari UAN 2005-2006. karna gw nyantai dan sangat amat detil dalam menghitamkan onde2 bernomor itu, otomatis gw ngelewatin nomor2 yg gw ga bisa, supaya gampang juga kaan, nanti terakhir baru gw kerjain. and you know what, time is up. yeah, the time is u p. the time stops ticking when it reaches 8.15. dan kalian tau ? gw satu2nya orang yg masih ngerjain ! astaga. karna uda ga sanggup berpikir, otak uda panas, gw ngasal ngelingkarin. dan gatau bagaimana ini hasilnya. pasrah aja TT________TT

malemnya, gw pikat. ye well, nothings special. hingga suatu waktu kertas soal gw jatoh, dan gw berusaha memungutnya.

pertama gw pake capitan jempol gw, ga berhasil. gw nunduk buat ngambil, tangan ga sampe. akhirnya gw tereak, 'gw tau gw pendek jangan ngeledek deh lu !' lalu gw bangun dari kursi, coba ngambil, masih ga keambil. eh tiba2, gw uda mau nyungsep, otomatis gw tahan dong sambil ngambil kertas soalnya. tanpa sadar gw latah gw bilang, 'eh mati bego lu pak !' gw langsung speechless.

akhirnya gw minta maaf terus sama si bapak. aduh, ngerasa bersalah jadinya. hiks hiks.

yah begitulah hari ini, not too bad. gw juga cukup enjoy hari ini, dan mood gw kalem2 aja : )

thanks a lot, Lord.

hasil TO nyaa ditunggu yaa TT^TT