When the door closes.. Hello, aliens. You've just arrived in Saturn. It's a weird world that we live in. Adjust yourself. Beware of werewolves. Buzz Lightyear is our hero. |
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akh damn it
8.6.09
01.12 | ▲TOP. i don't really understand what's happening to me, nowadays. feels like i'm living behind my mask. my shadow locked me down. my mind filled with something i can't describe right now. something i try to solve. but i found it's so hard, to find the light, the stairs to get out from this such a fucking matter. i have everything i need, my great boyfriend, my lovely friends, and myself. but i feel the loneliness won't let me free. everytime i'm together with my friends, it's just ... the same. my heart feels, they don't mean a thing. they can't show me they are there. nothing's wrong but why i have to face and struggle this. i don't want to. i want friends. i can't imagine the blue, clear sky anymore. *sigh* all i ought to deal every night; a great distress. am i stupid yet ? am i insane enough ? i am controlled with my other spirit. i'm done. i want to be a little fairy, in the fairy world, full of strange charm. |
